So here I am, sitting in my office on a lovely Sunday evening and typing these words. Lately, I have been focussing a lot of my attention on work. I mean I have always been this sort but lately it is a bit too much. I guess this is what people do when they approach their mid twenties. Maybe not.Anyways as I was sitting here and doing my mundane task, something flashed in my mind. Have you ever been so egoistic that even though when you don’t commit any fault, you still blame yourself for the situation? Well, I have always been like that. Maybe I am egoistic to a certain extent but who isn’t. There is a fine line between introspection and egoism and I never understood where it is drawn.
There are many people who don’t like me, personally and professionally. Why? Well, I might have done some things to really piss them off. Or maybe they have some kind of inferiority complex, I don’t know. But what I do know is that life is too short to be thinking about these issues. I pissed off some person, Big deal. Why can’t people put aside their differences and let go. Maybe it is their ego that says “Come on you wuss! Don’t leave him with that. He is asking for more”. Well, believe me I have some really strange people in my life (who are not in their twenties but well in the late forties) do such weird things. They are like children from whom their favorite toy has been snatched away. Suckers!!
Seems like I’ll have to follow this damn tide for a few more months. I have been considering some really serious career-change options lately. I mean, I know where I am going to head in the next 10 years of my life if I continue this present job. And I really don’t like the direction. Hence the career change. I am thinking of some options and will update you once I figure out exactly what to do with them.
And one of the last things I need to mention is that I would like to congratulate Miss. G on her arrival on the blogosphere. Keep going babes!!
Adios!
